I kind of like writing on here... no one reads it so I'm technically whining to myself. ^_^ I just got home from work and instantly had an attack of the mopes. My friends are going to food place, but apparently we're not getting food 'cause my mom and dad made dinner. So we're getting dessert. Well, I kind of don't want dessert right now 'cause I'm slowly trying to cut back on sugar on account of me being fat. I was gonna go anyways to be with people, but I forgot that my jeans got dirty last night. No prob, I'll just wear something else....... wrong. Nothing else FITS. All the crap from today(busy day at work) and self pitty(I'm so damned UGLY) got the best of me and I felt like crying. I still do. *sigh* So yeah, I'm not going. I don't feel like doing anything. I hope the rest of them have a whooping good time.